looking at this pathetic team, it somehow reminds me of my plight. fuck i dun wnana compare myself with them but the uncanning similarities are just scary. not really in a mood to elaborate on them. to sum things up, loserpool started the season expecting not to win the title and they are not gonna win it this season. the same goes for me. i dint expect to succeeed and here i am, not succeeding.

whether things are good
or bad
whether things are big
or small

they happen for a reason
regardless of any season
regardless of any time
and your telephone line

so always prepare
to face it
like a gust of air
then forget it

just like flings
and one night stands
leave certain things
where they stand

do things to an extent
to where your limit ends
for its not good to pretend
or u ll suffer in the end

to sum it up

things that happen or not
is that way for a reason
try not to oppose it
or u will regret it

This is a little something on what i feel about the things that are ongoing in my life, just a little piece of my mind which i hope u wouldnt mind. So enjoy reading it and do not screw me bcos of it.

good news aside, during this duration of BMT and beyond, i ve been wondering whether theres been any improvements in things i ve been doing. ppl are still saying im skinny and my PR has’nt changed much apparently. just like my physique, i eat alot to grow bigger, yet i train them all away. so the physique remains the same. im sure u know what i mean. well, what to do? just like what they say in the army, JTB (just too bad)/ suck on it AKA SUCK THUMB. sigh =/

in a few days, i ll be enlisting. at least im trying something new this time round, instead of just tossing coins. lol.

getting on the wrong side on so many occasions when im seriously flipping it is demoralising. but hey, guess i ll have to get used to it eh. the first flip hit me hard, very hard. the second, was less painful but not enjoyable. the current one? thought i had it there but it flipped again. were my hands too itchy? i have no idea.

so wad do i do from here on? the feeling of getting the wrong side of the coin is kinda numb to me already.

matches fr RFC these past few weeks have been tough. either due to lack of ppl or due to strong opponents. driving work etc has cut down our squad size. oh well, this is a stage in life we have to go through and things must be sacrificed.

dinner at hokkaido@turf city was great. seriously awesome. the range of food that we were given to choose from was like endless.lol. the cheese chuwanmushi, teppanyaki beef cubes, unagi maki were damn nice while other dishes such as their handrolls and grilled seafood platter were not bad too. BUT never try the curry chicken rice which totally sucked. well there could have been more crappy food if my stomach had the space to accomodate all that food but nope it didnt so i can only try that crappy dish.

went to hollandV to chill after that. was at 2amDessertBar where i saw my cousin. hmm wondering if she will tell my aunt that i drink.lol. anyway, we were there when RJ ordered 2 buckets of Asahi(5 in a bucket) and finished 3-4bottles of it himself. he looked tipsy but denied it when elliot teased him hahaha. being the horny bastards they are, shaun joel yelay n RJ started talking bout sex, spamming each other with ques on whether they screwed before or not (answers not provided here). left the place at 1130 or so.

final part of the day before RJ enlists. we went to IRC at Bt Timah Shopping Centre for Lan while yelay n RJ went to face off in pool. xinghan dint tag along due to his ’3 tough papers on thursday’ while darren had work the following day. so it was left with me zac elliot shaun jinhao and QIYI playing lan. nothing much happened other then us owning some ah-bengs lol. went fr prata at 3 wif those who lan-ed excluding qiyi. home sweet home afterwards.

its amazing how i managed to stay awake so long and not feel tired considering i only slept at most 2hours plus the day before. damn the holidays are screwing up my body clock and my health(yea rite).  alright im writing off now, have to think of wad to get for fatboy Winston for his birthday, ideas anyone? counting down to my own enlistment:37days. lets enjoy life while i can.

prom with the class was fun. but most importantly, it was the fun that we had after prom in our own hotel room that really made my day. the games, the drinks, the punishments and the bitching, i will sorely miss them. but theres one thing i know for sure, i ll miss this wonderful group of classmates.

from a bunch of people with totally different characters, i feel that we have somehow managed to bond together as a class. people that i disliked slowly decreased as i knew more about them. one year back, at the end of 2007, i never thought i would be spending prom with my class. we were so divided, each with their own cliques. but now the cliques have sorta come closer. people like jacob and alvin who skipped school and gave bad first impressions have now become more bonded with the rest of the class. the guys in 07S33 are just wonderful and full of happening.  as for the gals, my first impression of them was a group of bitches that only knew how to gossip.LOL. but that gradually changed throughout the 2years as  i realised what they gossip and bitched about were absolutely true! HAHA. they are now like a bunch of roses. LOL.

sad to say, the 2years have also revealed the true colours of people, who shall not be named. what i first thought were fun-loving people turned out for the worse and i never thought that they would change so much. oh well, life is full of suprises and this is just ONE of them.

anyway im off to celebrate RFC’s Top Striker, Sim Rui Jie’s enlistment as a national serviceman.LOL. tune in for more on the prom and MY ADVENTURES IN BANG-COK,if i return safely in the near future lol.